I'd like to share some things that have been going on in my life lately...
To begin, school. When I returned from my mission, I'd hoped to know exactly what I wanted in life as far as education and career path goes. Well, I learned quickly that sitting around waiting for an answer is not generally the best way to go. In the summer of 2009 I decided that I would give myself a year to save my pennies and then go back to school full-time beginning fall 2010. I knew if I waited any longer than that, it would only get harder to motivate myself to do it.
When the time arrived for school to begin, I had decided with a firm resolve that I was going to be a teacher. I declared my major in History Education and began my first semester at a University since 2003. The first week was exhausting, but with a lot of planning, hard work and dedication I made it through the first semester in one piece.
Towards the end of the semester I decided I needed to ask some hard questions. Teaching is a noble profession, and I admire all who do it. However, I had this thought that wouldn't leave my mind of needing to get an education in a field where it would be flexible and lucrative enough to support a family, should the need ever arise.
After some serious thought and prayer, I decided to change my major to Accounting. This set me back a little. Its as though I'm starting as a freshman again. However, I am certain I am in a field that I enjoy and can be very good at.
Spring semester ended up having a lighter load, only seven credit hours. I requested to work more hours at my job. My request was granted. However, within a matter of weeks, a full-time position at my same location opened up. At first I was hesitant. I was determined to remain part-time so I could have a full-time school schedule. However, I felt compelled to accept the position. So I did.
I realize that working so many hours will make it harder to get my degree, but the good outweighs the bad. I have a secure job with good benefits. I should be able to make it through school debt free.
The second thing I would like to share is that I have been having a feast with the scriptures of late. I love reading them every day, studying individual verses and picking them apart. I have been studying the topic of faith. It has enlightened my mind and given me new perspective.
My faith and religion is everything to me. I am so thankful for my Savior, Jesus Christ. I am thankful for his atonement. Because of his sacrifice, I can repent and become cleansed when I make mistakes. Sometimes I find it difficult to forgive myself when I fall short. But I know that he loves me and wants me to have the courage to let go.
